Nothing good can be without bad.... Chris (my aunt's ex-b/f despite the fact he still is always over cuz they have been together for 15 years) invited CAitlin and i to the Warped tour wit hbackstage passes. So I'm FREAKING OUT cuz that is amazing and then I go "oh shit....." cuz Lucy is going to be furious and is going to hate us. And in reality we really shouldn't go so I'm trying to think of a cover story to get us out of it and my mind is RACING like you wouldnt believe and then he goes and talks to gma and comes back and says "well i just talked to gma and you guys are going" so im like all right then....so I told Lucy and she basically ignored me and went right back to her book so she hates me now. And I'm like FUCK! Altho GD probably fits this better, but I don't really like to say that. Can NOTHING ever be right? why Why WHY do I always have to be put in the middle of all the shit? Even with mom and dad I'm the one they ask questions and get mad at cuz Caitlin just sits there and really doesnt care as long as she gets to do what she wants to do. Why am I the one with the concious AND the one who has to answer all the hard things? I guess it comes with the territory of having an immature family and being hte oldest sibling....but sitll it sucks