**Warning: This section will contain an extreme amount of cussing cuz I'm FUCKING pissed** I absolutely HATE being treated like a damn child!!!!! FUCK! Grandma comes in "I'm not having you stay up late and getting up late child" BULL SHIT! she said she came upstairs and I was still sleeping at 11. someone's on fucking crack cuz I've only slept til 11 about 3 times in my life. What a fucking LIAR! they all exaggerate with all this shit even when they're wrong! DAMMIT! UGH! who GIVES a shit when I sleep anyways??? maybe's there's a reason I don't come downstairs til 2- YOU'RE CRAZY!! she says she wants some work out of me this summer...what a fucking joke. not only that I've done some of her shit this year anyways so i dont know why she's complaining. I'm not her damn servant, I don't come out here to vistit to clean up her shit that she leaves lying around! she said it the other day "this is why i want you children to help me" cuz she couldnt find her OWN DAMN needles in her shithole of a "sewing room". thats bullshit, I'm not here to pick up after a 77 year old woman fuck! Not to mention she's stupid they're ALL stupid I feel my IQ dropping. Can I NEVER be part of a house where I can maybe LEARN something from the ppl instead of babysitting everyone FUCK! I even have to keep their stupid dysfunctional relationships in tact and I'm always the one in the middle. Where was I when it became the 16 year old responsibility to take care of the ppl in the house and yet still be the one who gets called a child and treated like a fucking 10 year old just cuz they can't cope with the idea I'm not their little sweet innocent girl anymore. Just cause all their kids went and FUCKED UP their lives and snuck out to screw and suck off any wiilling guy in the parking lot at 3 in the morning and drink and smoke pot doesn't mean trying to control me wont make me do that. I already dont have a desire to do that but when they do this shit it just pushes me closer and closer to that dooor. Maybe that's where they went wrong, the idiots. Not to mention they fucked themselves into poverty- literally. 8 kids and 2 adults living on min wage jobs - what a recipe for disaster. man FUCK DUDE! GOSH!