hi hi hiiii wow today was very weird. i came home at like 9 am. went to bed. than i woke up at 2 and had a shitload of homework to do.Than i went and got chipotles, and guess what I ATE IT.yeah. than i went to classes, and my mom drove me, i took my shoesof in the car, and stuck them out the window, bc i am cool like that.i wsa so tired from last night, i forgot them in the car, and they were under the seat, and my mom was in a bad moood, so she drove off, and i stood there barefoot, i guess my mom didnt know i didnt have my shoes on. k so cool, whatever, i walked in. looked like a freak. did my homework, jordan picked me up, we got icecream across the street, barefoot. haha he took if his shoes too.man he has done a lot of things to prove he likes me this weekend. But i dont know. my hearts not where his is. if only what I wanted worked out but its not, well at least not now. I hate it when you want something and you can't have it. Yeah, but whatever. Saturday, I went to Jordans show, at like 5, he played bla bla, than brought me on stage. lol aw it was so cute.Ya big group of people staring at me, not cool. lol i just waved and stood there.MMHMM.than we went to the after party, and it was awesome. wwe drank , and ya went in the pool.swam bla bla. at like 12 am we took suitcases outside sat in them and pulled each other around lmao, it was amazzzingly fun.Yuh.summers almost over in like 20 days. wow short time.i miss school tho, this is my last year. thinking about it makes me cry lol. ya thinking omg im about to be an adult and have no parents around. But id rather be a teenager forever. graduating means: saying goodbye to everyone except some of your closets friends everything changes more responsibilities LESS TIME ONLINE. the most hurtful would be people leaving ur life even tho new ones enter its still BLA. I HATE CHANGE. I HATE BEING A SENIOR IN HS.id rather go back to frshman year and reliveit like 232939 times. sunday me and my friends went to the beach surfed it was soo hottt we got burned but we had an awesome time. haha we were mostly laughing the whole time. anyways the party is this friday im excited. TONS of people are coming. like 300 now haha yeah. i g2g me and jordan and my brother and his friends are going to the park and its like 10 pm WOO