ook so theres this guy at bally hes like 18 ya SEXI he always smiles at me and watever and me im shy i dont do anything back lol. i saw him like 600 times before, and thursday i was like k im finally going to say something. yeah well, his girlfriend was there.maybe its his sister cuz she does look younger? lolwhatever I see him every thursday. friday i went to brittanyss and we went to the fair with leena and met up with people there lol i puked like 2x bc we went on so many rides haha it was an awesome time. at 12 we went back to britts with leena lol we watched teh sixth sense scarry movie.mhm we woke up at like 1 lol.ya than i went home. i picked medbh upa tlike 8 saturday and we went back to the fiar till like 12.ya met ppl went on rides got stalked.than we went to burger king lol tyler and that one kid where there me and medbh didnt realize burger king was closed so i ran 2 laps round the drive thru cuz i had to go pee and i jus petted the llmas that were dirty. than kyle and sum niggah kid showed up and they let them in and nOT ME. wtf. ne ways i wlaked thru the drive thru and got my food thru the window lol this guy on a mustang thought i was nuts watever fuck you. medbh stayed at my house we sneaked out OMG WE BADD ASS? lol um than we came back and felll asleep sumwhere um than medbh and me went to church to sign up for community service and than backt o her house and we slept there and watched tv... and ate pizza sumwhere now im here hello :) as for my love life how do u tell sum1 that u wished all their attention was on u and not their past? well i cant. but than again thats not fair and selfish. but its what i want. ur in this weird situation yet u love the person more than they know think about them more than they know and everything reminds you of them. you would spend every second talking to them. whatever i give up again like always. u cant be there for them when their not letting you or even giving u the time of day when u culd block out the whole word and just focus on teh one thing that matters in this world which is him.