why am i like this?!!!!

by lostbrokensoul on March 19th 2004, 12:00AM

ok so ive upset my bf great another worderful thing that ive done wrong! i just feel like cutting every inch of me and letting all the blood just flow out. thats just not normal im so fucked up! i want to cry so bad and never stop. i want to tell every single person how i feel. i want to show them the marks and tell them why. im sick of my secrets. im sick of keeping everything inside. im sick of being me. but i know ill never tell everything. i know i can never change. and i hate it so much. i hate me. i hate who i am. i hate what i do.

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so your a cutter too. -snugs you- Cut yourself to pieces if you need to, just don't let yourself get addicted.

[Anonymous]

hey, dont feel so badly. its part of life, and i know atleast 20 people that feel that way, or have felt that way. i used to be just like that, but ive talked it out and it does help a little. and its ok if you cut yourself, just dont go too far...and dont show anyone; some people you just cant trust. one of my friends cut herself, told another of my friends, n they told the conselour and had to get a shrink. eh.