Listening to: dripping water
Feeling: better
another weird thing is that... like you have a dream. no.. Imagine you are much younger than now & you are having a dream of something real directed to the future... like a guitar... a prince on a white horse... or some fame you wanna achieve. So years pass, you forget abt the dream, and now... It's all comes true.
And i do nothing! Nothing to achieve it. All just comes into my hands.
Hey, my aunty enchantress from a fairy tale, are you sure that the things you do are fine? because... these are...like.. fairy dreams that have nothing to do with real life i live... I dont know how to cope with all that... Could you give me a hint, ehe?
Take care, this is important
with a note
from russia
i mean
people work their whole lives busting their ass for their dream and in the end they are disillusion and broken
u got it handed to u right
so be glad u have it and dont let it get ripped from ur hands
ok
sorry if u dont feel proud
no need to
just feel happy
k
so like what are we talking about
what dream have become concrete
high-quality
oh yea
so like what was ur poison?
But once come that day when you understand "oh, shit. thats all nothing - thats all so changable... theres nothing you can really go to"
my dreams are nothing, the same as my goal, everything around me & me myself.
im not proud of anything now.
some would be happy.
im just not.
..
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PS. (its just better for me to discuss thing at the place the question is started being discussed. I mean - if u ask a question in my diary-i answer (or try to answer) it right here)
so its not the place ur heading but the trip that matters?
allthings are nothing?
what else is new?
im proud cause i am and i go on and one day it will matter last part my illusion i will matter
sad really
i care not for results but for life
define that what everyway u like
im sorry ur not happy
happieness is but a mean end all go for
i will but u and i need to make them huge with alot of space
like this so it will be easier for us to find each other in the myarid of entries i get sometimes
so go to my place and i will have a new entry and anwers u are looking for with some questions ok
k
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make lemonade
oh yea
space is far out
ohyea
we are given something to do SOMETHING