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by macbeth
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just...eh... talk to me... well, busy? yeah i see... [shit!] anyway. i just need... a sort of attention... it doesnt mean that u REALLY have to talk to me... no.. i am OK.. [shit. of course i am!! 10000 of times i am OK!] you ask me what i want to talk about! [bullshit. i won't answer this question, coz.. i just don't know] i guess. i just cant understand why things go that way... you know, it's easy to make your friend a lover. but its much harder to do vice versa. yes! friends and lovers are.. a bit great fucking difference! the saddest thing is that.. FIRST WE WERE GREAT FRIENDS THEN.. WE BECAME LOVERS (AND WE BELIEBED THAT WE ARE CREATED TO BE TOGETHER) AND NOW... WE ARE NODOBIES TO EACH OTHER. and thats sad. i should .. ok, forget.. nevermind....
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i totally love your diary. come visit mine. i have tons of pictures but somehow a lot of them didnt show up. we only have like 1 comment so i think we should quit.do u?
same thing happened to me . we were friends for a long time. we fell in love. we were made for each other. we both knew it. now we don’t talk and i drink more than i used to.

on the other hand, life has gotten much simpler.

best of luck to you.
i will always talk to u
well not somemuch talk as it will be reading hahahahah
]well yea

i want a lover i have friends i cant really seem to make one the other vise verseer yea
well

will u run away with me

we will go to mexico
where
i will go in to the drug cartel and u will be my friend/lover in crime
we'll be the modern bonnie and cyde
[to cicero]

life is geeting simplier anyway. it's just the matter of time. we are geeting used to.. so much things. too little things can surprise us
[to nobodyu]
one day. we will
run away
Mexico, oo-oohou i love it )