the simplier you take things - the easier life you have. nah. i dont want it. if i were like.. all these mini-girls in mini-skirts with mini-thoughts life may be would be.. easier for me. well. it's all Ok. anyway. we were in this... sport bar. guys were watching hockey & drinking beer. i was drinking fizz. smiling. And then went to WC to "powder" and asked a guy to care of my belongings... we chatted, sure.. and all this stuff... and the way he looked at me, his eyes were saying "hey, let's hang out together and then fuck in my car after all, heh?" I'd agree. and.. would i be ashamed?? no! that's the times when i want.. just to get away. all out of here. when you get tired of faces around. you look for something more, still not knowing what exactly you are looking for. thats the time i want to vanish in the universe.