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by monday
some one prefers extra plumming.... mhm explains everything thank you mom! so that previous enrty.. mhm im sure everyone knows where that came from and it makes more/better sense when you put the real names in... it just kinda hurts when it happens that makes me want to curl up and die.too...i dont nkow how much more i can handle of this...the going away soon..part just blows me away...as you are reading this you should understand why..you meaning anyone...its just..well not shocking because i know that some people feel that way about me.....................
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You don't have to say anything. I just wanted you to know that.
its spelled WON TON! lol its okay. i forgive you lol i love them hehe
crazy i clicked random and it came to yours.. cool
well i dont think i really talk shit about you.. and i guess if i have then i am TRULY sorry steph i dont want to hurt you in anyway and am glad to get this out and behind us not that it really was anything but ya.. now lets just say its gone.. i want talk shit at all about you.. and yes it will be all gone..
with me.. cuz to me it seems like there is a lot.. but whats your perspective steph maybe it will help me to be a better person.. just maybe i can change things.. but ill never know unless you tell me.. and if you tell me that i have to approach you.. again i probably wont.. for that one i wont because asking someone a question like that in public can be rude to others i guess.. whatever sorry AGAIN. for everything..

-jess
answer that question of mine.. you seem to ignore it.. and im not gonna be mean about it.. but you realy havent answered it.. you can tell me that you just dont want to.. but im sure that it wont hurt my feelings seeings as i really dont have any anymore.. so you might as well tell me.. if you have something mean to say.. then say it.. i would really honestly love it.. and right now im serious and not being cocky i want you to tell me whats wrong
wont do because i dont talk to a lot of people anywhere except like sarah and alana and others that come up to me.. sorry.. and if you really want me to know then you could tell me.. but you want to make things all difficult.. but im sorry and i really dont want you to move because you are truly a cool person.. sorry for whatever these feelings are that you have towards me.. and again though.. what is it that ive done to you steph cuz you havent
didnt have to guess who my thing was about.. you could have stayed out of ignored my diary as any other person and just left it as it was.. i write my feelings and what i want in my diary.. more so for me then others.. i dont privatize my entrys unless there is a real reason to.. but steph i guess im sorry for whatever feelings you have towards me but i guess i cant know what they are cuz you wont tell unless i come up to you.. which i probably
i didnt tell jessica to ask you.. i asked her if she knew.. and you know what i dont want to deal with this kind of shit if your gonna be rude to me then fine.. i wont even talk to you.. ive told you that i feel bad for things ive done and said and ill say sorry now again if it makes you happy.. i dont know what im saying sorry for.. i guess grants thing again.. but you relize in the first place you are the one that brought this up.. you and jess
i dont really think im happy for you to leave that part is really not true.. but no im pretty sure im a bad person.. and being ruid to you is not the only reason.. i really feel like shit and really dont feel like opening up right now.. im on the computer and emotions for me run haywire.. and make me feel worse.. so whatever i was like at school which was bored and blah.. now i feel 10x worse. but no you cant help so please dont ask.. not saying
who are you?
Because I am me. But who are you?
Leave a comment at this diary:saturnmoons.
Sorry this obseenbastard one is friends only so yeah.
and how is it that you feel about me and grant?
be who you are because the people who matter don't care, and those who mind don't matter.
I ♥you steph
-joanna
I know that we really haven't talked since our fight, but I think that Grant should stay out of it because it isn't any of his business. I don't wish that you would go away and I apologize for starting the fight. I just wish that things wouldn't be akward with us anymore. You can still talk to me. I just needed to get that stuff off my chest. So you should call me sometime. I really wish you would forgive me.
why did you delete your comment..?
Hi. =]

I started up a icon/html sitdiary, and I'm trying to get the word around.

Hope you'll check it out!
you would..