alright.. happy easter jessica adn joanna and i went to st.cloud on friday we had alot of fun and jokes adn bread sticks.. but then i found myself sittign there and wondering where i am going to be in three months..where literally...its onle 6 weeks away! i am really excited and thrilled and happy and excited but then i sit here adn wonder about the few who really do care about me..i feel bad because this should be a sad time in my life and its not by any means..when britty left everyone cried and cried including her. im not comparign my self to her at all.. just thinking about it..i want to ask her if it was worth it.if it was worth all the pain and tears.. i pretty much had a wonderful weekend it was amazing...i got 3 capris, 2 jeans , 9 shirts .i need a bigger closet too...the food was amazing too!!! i was at church today and i felt odd. i havnt been there for along time...and lynette kinda made me feel bad about it..but patrick is a dick, i think we already established that but whatever, i got to do dishes and it was cool. i was at the 9:30 service and pastor tim had a really good sermon... dinner was really good..the ham and yams..yummy, and strawberry cheesecake... my mom picked out really cool sandles for me too..they are cute.. i went to sophies house last night and it was fn btu i felt bad again because when we were on the way tiff told me that she didnt know i was coming too.. but we had some good laughs but then i read her diary and i cry... i have bruises...and i do not know where they came from.. they are on the arm she touched...i wonder..joanna and jessia