i close my eyes i see you face your cute stubble your smirk when i cry why do we fight why am i dumb why cant i keep my mouth shut still tho u love me even tho im retarded youve given me so many chances so many times theyve slipped my mind you consume with your conversations your so smart it makes me proud i wana be the senators wife in that glamorous life with the lights still why am i so jealous of you? the one person i love more then anything youve got everything but so do i so why do i feel like your better off? because you can control your emotions your not some stupid girl who acts with out thinking why are you so lucky to think before you speak i feel as though ive bruised you though youll never know... cuz ive lied but you forgave me how can you love me still? ive never been so happy to see a picture of you and me like no one cant take the dream away youve changed me and i love it i could never jus walk away as i threaten to do im in love and im scared your so confident though as if nothing could break you i wish i was you and i close my eyes