hmmm so yeah i havnt written in here forever (sorry kim) like u always say im just too busy looking at ppls myspaces lol jk why does thing say i dont have any friends?? has everyone left me? lol sooo im hoping to get a lot of gurlies together for a bday dinner for me! (yay so excited) at like cheesecake sometime in the beggining of november. thad be really cool. and i think for my bday i want a myspace lol eh id get obsessed and be on that all day. but its ok im not doing much else right now anyways. cept waiting for stupid test results and making huge and detailed plans about my birthday and halloween and newyears. none of which except my bday will be completely exciting. well id like them to be totally awesome but im thinking ill save all my excitement and energy for when i move and party my ass out here when i dont live at my parents house anymore and when im actually legal. lol thad be nice. i duno jus being out here and getting in trouble does not sound appealing to moi. so yeah i went back to the desert to visit my mom and take that stupid test last week and i saw sooo many people i havnt seen in forever which is cool. i need to get my permit ahhhhhhhh god im so behind i hate it. ok im doing that as soon as i go back so i better study for that test now. i hate studying for tests! yeah but my birthday... hehe i havnt been this excited for something in a while yay i cant stop saying yay. i dont get excited about stuff anymore. i wont say i get shot down but sometimes my ideas are kinda far fetched and not everyone likes to dream lol i.e.- everyone. i bought a halloween costume and im gona sell it. ill take cute pics in it first well i duno if i can find something worth while to wear it at ill keep it. too bad i cant be trusted drinking anymore. that was such a stupid night no tthat remember much. haha i can jus tell justins sitting at his computer waiting for my to be done typing this so he can read it. lol and if im wrong im gona be surprised. so kim started selling avon and mark and thats awesome. i think im gona sell mark. not as much stuff as the avon catalog but i doubt my mom would wana have shit under her name, thats kinda a touchy situation. lol one thing i am gona get under my name is a bank account with an atm card off of it at bank of california. im hoping they still do atm cards fer ppl under 18. im hoping praying and like begging! well im tired of typing so im outtie but yeah if anyone reads dinner at cheesecake on the third of november its a thursday yess bday time...... is shaniqua there? HELLLL NO!