Theres nothing to me,I sit at home on the couch reading walker evens the hungry eye while my roomate sits out side with her good friends that enjoy her company.I have never been that person that others look forward to doing things with.i cant help but feel jealous around the ones that have that.i really need to come across some free counciling.I was really looking forward to this city changing me but i guess inside im stubbern and will not let go and just live.another month i feel the same way and do the same things i need something new in my life