Wow its wicked early and im up.. like always... So im just sitting here waiting fer Doug to call at 7am.. cute riight? Im going to his house on sunday cant effing wait... I Havent seen him since last saturday so i miss him like alottt♥ I Got really mad at him yesterday because he sits there adn tells me that he is quiting drinking cuz i dont like it and then he goes and does it.. idk he just needs to realize that that shit isnt fucken worth it.. Ive had Friends Die, and Fam Die becuase of drinking and i DONT want him to end up like all the rest. Hes only 17 he can do it if he trys.. I had a horrible dream last night that Doug broke up with me b/c he met a girl that lived right down the street from him. it was so scarey cuz it was like REAL... i cryed when i woke up :( hmm well idk what else to say so ill tlak to you all later.. if u fucken read this leave a comment er ill scoop ur eyes out witha spoon♥ Kara Effin Anne ObviousFuckenly