hmm so im wicked boredd, and i dont know what to doo so i guess im gonna update this peice of crapp journall.... hmm nothing has really happened in the past few days really... just the same old shitt im getting my senior pics takin on tuesday .. and i cant wait... it should be fun i just dont know what the fuck im gonna wear.. hahahahaha i have to take 3 changes of lothes and i can only think of like 2 hahahah my grandmother wants me to wear my dress and i really dont want to but whtever makes her happy i guess.... i have horrible pains in my stomach... im actually loosing weight tho, but thats from my lack of eating.. i bearly eat nemore.. like one meal a day.. sometimes less. idk why i dont eat i just dont have the energy too... my grandmother had a dream that she was holding a baby, and her and my dad seem to think it will be mine... hahahahahhaha notttt evennn sooo my birthday is vast aproching an dill be the big 17 hahahah how awsome is that.. iim almost legal... YAY dude ic ant effing wait till i graduate one more year im almost done witht his shit hole eduation shit.. hahahah wait.. i have 4 years of college to go... shittt.... WELL... i think that about sums shit up.. talk to you alll laterrrrrr ♥Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be... and then i wisper "how could You do this to Me..."