Listening to: Brandy feat Faith Hill
Feeling: dreamy
Okay.
So am i the only person in the World, who suffers from an itch - Scratches it, and it just gets fucking worse ??...... Gawwwww !! What is up with that ??...
Anyway, on an urge i packed my bed up, and threw it away into my Wardrobe, and have now come to the realisation that i now need to get used to slumping into the Lazy Boy, curling up in my blankets, and feel uncomfortable -all- night. Yay me !! And my dumbass ways !!
Today was good anyway, watched a whole heap of the Two Towers Extended Edition, with the Commentary of Peter Jackson, and those women. Quite insiteful, interesting and just damn Hilarious !!!
I dug out some letters from an old friend. Read through them about her - Single - Manless days, how her friends ditch her for their Boyfriends, and how she hates the World, and her Ex Boyfriend, and how Love is a crock of Shit. And i now Compare it to the fact that she is married, and has a baby daughter. How Ironic...
All of that within one year of her writing this letter to me, i now realise i miss her so terribly much.. The Truth is i don't know why either. Whenever i was around her, it wasn't like this mystical - magic moment. It seemed like a moment - with just another person -
How quickly people come and go during our Lives, Reflecting on all these people makes me see just how much i take each moment with each one of them for Granted.
Oh well...
Time to cure this itch of mine, With more SCRATCHING !!!!
on top of it all..not such a good day i've been upset for the most part of it. and ya its another guy thing. Thats bout it! Hope things start looking up Chanz..!!