11//GAkkk

Feeling: dreamy
Okay. So am i the only person in the World, who suffers from an itch - Scratches it, and it just gets fucking worse ??...... Gawwwww !! What is up with that ??... Anyway, on an urge i packed my bed up, and threw it away into my Wardrobe, and have now come to the realisation that i now need to get used to slumping into the Lazy Boy, curling up in my blankets, and feel uncomfortable -all- night. Yay me !! And my dumbass ways !! Today was good anyway, watched a whole heap of the Two Towers Extended Edition, with the Commentary of Peter Jackson, and those women. Quite insiteful, interesting and just damn Hilarious !!! I dug out some letters from an old friend. Read through them about her - Single - Manless days, how her friends ditch her for their Boyfriends, and how she hates the World, and her Ex Boyfriend, and how Love is a crock of Shit. And i now Compare it to the fact that she is married, and has a baby daughter. How Ironic... All of that within one year of her writing this letter to me, i now realise i miss her so terribly much.. The Truth is i don't know why either. Whenever i was around her, it wasn't like this mystical - magic moment. It seemed like a moment - with just another person - How quickly people come and go during our Lives, Reflecting on all these people makes me see just how much i take each moment with each one of them for Granted. Oh well... Time to cure this itch of mine, With more SCRATCHING !!!!
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well... wot to say its weird how things are soo ironic! Aren't things just crazy .. don't know why just wish things for once would be normal for me and happy, but they seem just to be a nightmare.
on top of it all..not such a good day i've been upset for the most part of it. and ya its another guy thing. Thats bout it! Hope things start looking up Chanz..!!
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