I saw him again, he teased my eyes gorgeously. What more could i say other then - Nothing. My Bladder went weak, and my stomach practically screamed with Fear, as my Heart Flopped about Hopelessly on the Ground, as though it were a Fish out of water. Air escaped my Lungs, and my Chest again tightened with the Deprivation of Air. The Shopping Bags in my hands melted - With the Burning Sensation filtering through from Bone to Flesh, I felt like a Deer caught in Headlights - Beautiful it is, Though far more Frightening then Beautiful. I can't stand when our eyes lock, if only for a Second each time, My eyes want to cry shrill Tears of Confusion to him. Don't do this to me..... Stop making me want to Perform for you, don't draw my mind into Endless Dwellings of Possible Happening. I can't stand you, because it's the hardest to have to turn, and walk away - Knowing you will Remain. Ahh yes, I have also seen -her- again. Miss World as she thinks, i mean -Miss Universe i am the Centre of your World. She gave me that same sh|t faced looked she always gives me. Didn't even bother to say a Begrudged -Hey this time even. Her eyes like everyone's - Spoke far louder. She obviously wanted to Roast me over Cat on a Nip. I wouldn't have minded either, she still will never get my Soul, Or Respect. Let alone does she Deserve it, not ??... Pfft. I stroll on by Innocently, leaping into the clutches of water, to end with a climactic thud, of Beer and Nachos. The smell is amazing - Like an Eternal Aphrodisiac -- Pure Lust Burning Sexual Desire. Of nothing more then Glee. That i am Indeed writhing of Freedom. If not Gleaming of it. Which in her eyes, makes her sickness of Me, Grow Stronger, more painful, more annoying... And Better still - More envious. My Nonchalance to Life is the Simple Secret of all that is Humble and Happy. I Wish i were a Bumble Bee... It looks fun to Fly around like that - And not be -Percieved- an Alcoholic Bum. Plus i can get all the Sweet Honey Lovin' i want, without having to Rob a Store - with my Rubber Duck, and Spongebob Plushie. Ahh Loyal to the end they are.