Today I am dressed rather nicely, although the shirt's a little too low-cut for my taste, and he already walked by me and glanced. Since we talked yesterday, I've had this good feeling that this is like a new door opening for me and we can be friends or something. But usually my "good feelings" end up backfiring and turning out horribly for me, and then I'll become immensly depressed and no one will want to save me, especially not a certian guy who's certian friend came out of the psychward about a week ago. I just wish (and hope and pray) that this guy I'm swooning over decides to swoon over me because I think he's amazing and extremely attractive and we'd be perfect for each other...* *sigh* won't that rock?