Heh, I have returned my my absence of sitDiary to give you all an update of my "progress" with that one guy I was attempting to go out with. In June, he decided that he liked me and wanted to date me. We were a couple for a grand total of 16 1/2 hours, which was the best 16 1/2 hours of my life at that present moment. That afternoon he gave me his phone number, and I called him that night. We talked for an hour, in which he said he'd always be there for me and he tried to teach me how to meditate. Unfortunately, on June 29, he moved to Johnstown and we didn't talk for two weeks. That was the worst two weeks of my life but then... July, he called me and we began talking again each night for almost 2 to 3 hours at a time. He yet again promised to always be there for me and I felt loved and special. He was there for me when I got in alot of trouble by my parents; he listened to me cry for 2 hours that Saturday and for that I'm eternally grateful xD Sadly, though, I was in summer school and a play, and his parents didn't like the fact that he was always on the phone (even though he was 18 at the time), so we had to cut our phone calls short. Nothing after 10 or 10:30pm-ish, depending upon if his parents caught him on or if mine caught me on. Heh, he made my summer worthwhile during July... August, I declared my undying love for him, and he broke down in tears, asking why he couldn't love me back, and yet again, promised to always be there for me. I settled for him as my best friend and I couldn't have been happier. September, school started and everything went downhill. On the second day of school, he pushed me away. I was a wreck; I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, and I didn't want to talk to anyone ever again. We had a complete closure on a Sunday at 5:50pm, I cried alot. But, I thought I was getting over him but then... October, he came bounding downhill by my school and we talked for almost a half-hour. I thought we'd continue talking forever but... He pushed me away on October 20, 2006. I was called into the guidance office only to see him having a panic attack. The guidance counselor told me that it is in "his best interest that we no longer associate", so from that point on, we haven't talked or looked at each other or even breathed in each other's direction. It's been difficult, but I'm almost completely over him. I was forced to but it worked. I have moved on sorta...I now discovered that I love my exfiance =X hehe, yes, he's alot better than this guy and he'll actually always be there for me. I'm slowly realizing that he was just a waste of my time... To Kyle Jameson Adriance (yes, that is his name): I'm sorry I wasted all your time and stressed you out to the point of which we cannot speak to each other. Actually, it was your idea to split so blahh~! Well, there you have it; the complete story of the Kristin and Kyle saga. And now I shall move onto something new...xD