This always happens. Life goes great for a while, then something really bad happens.
OK. Saturday, I went mini golfing with Elaine, Lindsay, and Chelsey. Around the 4th hole, we ditched the score card and cheated our way through mini golf. Then we got ice cream. Sunday, we went out to eat for Father's Day. Monday, we get news that my grandpa died at 1:30 in the afternoon.
I hate the whole fucking world right now. My grandpa is dead and I never got the chance to really know him. I am so mad at God, Buddha, whatever force is out there that made him die.
Uncle Mike and my dad are Supermen right now. When we got the news, Dad took me to the library and let me get out some CDs: Hole, Jason Mraz, and Now 14. Then Uncle Mike bought me an iPod mini (which we need to call FedEx tomorrow morning b/c they always came when we weren't home) and bought me two CDs: Taking Back Sunday and the soundtrack to Garden State.
Then Courtney called and I'm probably going to her house on Wednesday. She said she missed me. I missed her too. I'm so sick of crying and she's gonna take me to a Uni-mart and buy me Strawberry Ice Cream. (Don't ask.)
So... yeah... that's why I haven't been updating. I had to go to my grandpa's funeral on Friday and I hate everyone and everything for it.
Alexis
and thanks. :P :)
I'm really sorry to hear about your grandfather.. hope you're doing alright. :(