Listening to: AllAmerican Rejects - Swing Swing
Feeling: achy
Oooowww....I don't think I've ever had to work this hard at tennis. It started on Monday and of course I was so tired from the WARPED TOUR CONCERT!!! on Sunday (which was fuckin' AWESOME by the way, thanks Nick!) Saw lots of great bands and since it was the last show they went all out. Taking Back Sunday rocked!!! (I think that was my favorite one) It was so packed though! And being the little midget that I am, I was glad to have the tall guys with me. Thanks boys :)
Anyway, now that tennis has started I've been seeing lots of the people from the other year. No one really cared though that I was back. Haha, like I figured. Whatever. It's so weird to be around everyone again. I feel so different from them, even though it may not seem it. I tried explaining it to my friends, but somehow I don't think I was able to make them understand. At least I don't think I was able to explain it clearly. This new view I have on the world. It's like now I know that's there's so much more out there than this little pathetic high school world. I guess this is how students feel after their first year of college. It's like, what was I thinking making such big deals out of that stuff? I was actually watching the new As Told by Ginger movie on Nickelodeon where she goes away for a semester and it was actually able to put into words things that I felt or feel. So if anyone has seen it, think about an exchange student's view. Almost exactly that. You're able to recreate yourself and find yourself. I never thought it when I was in Germany, but now that I'm back I've realized just how much I did change. Not physically or really personality wise, but I'm more mature and I think I've finally been able to realize what my exact views of the world are, what my opinions are, and even what I want.
Well, enough of my deep insights for one evening. Shoutout to my German hottie, Przybi! Bist du jetzt froh? Ich hab dich erwaehnt. :)
Later days....
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