GAH This is my second attempt to writing this entry! And my second entry of the day lol..I needed some private room to vent. I usually dont get mood swings...but they're horrible. I'm so sorry if I was a bitch this weekend! And last night I freaking flipped a switch. It was like everyone and everything was crumbling. It felt like I was holding my breath, and my chest was collapsing, and all I could feel was the crap! Its like im waiting to exhale. I talked jto Pattiecakes though and he made me feel better. I just feel like I worked so hard to get past this and now its all coming back. I went to 7 springs this weekend! GREAT!!! WE were out numbered for a change. 5 guys (Mike,Kyle, James, Chris, AJ), 3 girls (Erin, Anissa, and I), a f**k load of fun times! And everything broke!** Friday..WEnt to Erins..hung out..the usual...I went to sleep while she took a shower, and I guess Steve couldn't see me under the covers and he thought I ran away or soemthing..lol Saturday..Rode up, Got rooms, Noticed a ball fell off my earring**, went to LMI, Mike grabbed my shirt..broke my clevage improving bra**...went to 7 springs..played air hockey...saw a dance off start...anissa and i joined the dance off (THOSE SUCKERS GOT SERVED!!!)...on the way back to the hotel, the necklace Kyle bought me for my birthday broke** :( i didn;t even do anything to make it break!!I ALMOST cried. I loved that necklace...it was like a reminder of him..ok im getting sappy...MOVING ON!!...Went to the guys room with Anissa...hung out..almost did something, but I'm nice so i didn't...I apparently fell asleep...left at like 4:30!! Sunday...Breakfast...boarding (GREAT TIMES WITH ERIN!!!!)So sore right now but it was worth it 100%...Tubing with everyone but Kyle and Mike (butts) because Kyle didn't have snowpants or something so he unzipped the bottom of his pants and went swimming....smart I know..It was like 3 degrees..lol anyways we went tubing, and James and I had some interesting conversatins about why I didn't "sleep with him" lol, And I confessed that I'm using Kyle to get to Chris ;) lol Chris is adorable...you have to hug him!..We're gonna have short babies together!...went back to Erins...watched the game :(..Went to change my mommy's oil...DROPPED THE CAP IN THE CAR!!!!****** lol I know....After much struggle and praying Anissa emerged from the garage with gunk all over her shirt and said, "Never send a man (Steve) to do a woman's job..I got it.." Lol I used to think she was so girly..until when we were watching the game and talking and she grabbed we crotch randomly....all she needed to do was belch..but she had difficulties..Haha..great times..can't wait to go again...So sore..but it was worth it!!!!