Hello all! I'm sick. I'm bored. I puked in my water :( Don't worry I got new water. I don't know why but today I feel empty. Somethings missing and I cant put my finger on it. Maybe I'm lonely or bored, I may never know... It's a quiet day. My sister's friends are gone and I realize now how much we get along and how much her and her friends look up to me. Last night was bad. This morning my mother was like, "Are you okay?" I replied, "Well I'm still kinda semi-suffocating..." and she said, "I mean mentally.." and with the screaming little people I assumed that's who she was talking about until she said,"****'s an asshole!" Yes, I do love my mother very much! Anyways, I'm not gonna hold a grudge even though I should beacuse friendship is way more important to me than....anything...I'd do anything for my friends and I hope they know that and that I love and appreciate them all more than they could ever know. My dad decided yesterday that I could go to the Something Corporate and Yellowcard concert! I'm really excited. I just need to hear from Michelle and Andy before I buy the tickets. I'm hoping there will be come floor ones left. Still working on the poem. When I think its close to done I may post it, but who knows.