why do i always feel like im compeating with ppl? why the hell do i feel like maybe hed rather have someone else then me? why the fuck do i feel so insicure around him, lyk im always being compared, even tho im not? why? yeah i dont know either. maybe its the drugs talkin, maybe im just struck by far to much jelously..or maybe i just see the truth? i dunno...but i hate it. wtf is wrong with me?? wtf is WRONG with me?