&& i wish you'd yell at me.
&& tell me how you really feel.
&& i wish you'd lose your mind
&& blame it all on me
&& i wish you could see
how confused i really am
&& i wish you could realize
that non of its your fault
&& i wish you'd smack me
right across the face
and not apologize when i start to cry
&& i wish you'd push me
and make me hit my head
and watch as i sit there helplessly
[[jus hurt me already baby]]
[[[how fucked up of a person does this make me?]]]