Damn i havent been on here in a long ass time and i just dont feel like doin this ne more, but i might come back and check it from time to time but things in my life have just gotten too complicated to keep this up... "This machine that clicks inside my head soo cold, im hangin by a string, never letting go..."

ToDay is 9/11 and I just wanna let it be known that this day has not been forgotten and will never be forgotten. The Hurricane Katrina left a toll on the Gulf Coast and there is now another hurricane named Ophila and it is supposed to come near us and i just pray that this one isnt as bad as Katrina... and my prayers are with the people stuck out there and to their families... But those people that are looting things like TV's and shit.. things that arent food and shit, can fuckin stay out there they are just being ignorant when others are trying to be saved. "It's Go'n Rain!"

Here in my hand i hold a heart One i could drop and break apart But my Hands hold it tight Held with all my Bodies Might Harmony in Love is so hard to find But You fill that space in the heart that is mine..

Hustle and Flow Heroin and Blow Welcome to the Dope Show The place to go, that no one knows about Except those who know Pushin snow in my coat, cause its so cold Must be a hundred below Never do my own, never feel a needle prick So I dont need a Fix, never touched the shit Ill watch you blow ur mind Til one day you got ur mind blown Shakin til you dead, died all alone I watched ur head bust Cut open the Shwisha and spill out the guts Call up my chick with that big ol butt Go to her house fuck and get my nut Leaving, Kiss her and tell her Ill call her this evening Makin my stacks grow, off herion and blow Here is my # keep it on the low Get thru the day with Hustle and Flow

If I see You in heaven will you recognize me Left on a bad note, but no one is appologizing We understand and have forgotten what was said I give you a hug and a kiss on the head Still how I remember, so ill never forget When I hug You in Heaven... it's for all those years I dont have to Regret.

Seems i only have one friend on my diaries now... Brokensmile05. I would still like to see her as a friend, but i dont know if she wants me as one. I seem to have that effect on people sometimes. I will always look back and smile on what we had, cause i was happy and sometimes i think you were too. I dont know what else to say, except im sorry for any pain i may have caused you and wish you the best... Princess

Today was my First Day as a Senior and it was tight. I have classes with a lot of friends. I have Girls i havent heard a word from in forever all of a sudden like "Hey i lost ur # what was it?" and I just thought...."Back then yall didnt want me, now im hot they all on me..."

"Im Thinking Its a Sign, and the Freckles in your Eyes are Mirror Images and When We Kiss they are Perfectly Alined..."

Take time To honor our Past Burn One Down try and make Time Last Time and Time Again it slips my Mind Our Roots become so much harder to Find Cant leave them Forgotten out of our Lives Try to Put down the Way I Live My Life Honestly you've Never heard of a Peace Pipe So just Spark something and just Vibe Talk of Our Day, And how Good it is to Be Alive...

I went to Carowinds yesterday and it was tight as shit... it was the most fun i have had in a loooooonng time. I went with my family, Derrick and Ashlee. (my hommies) I rode everything that was a thrill ride. My favorite was the extreme sky flyer, its a 150 foot free fall and then it swings you out over everyone at like 70 mph. Me and my Dad rode that b/c no one else would ride it, especially after one of the Carowinds workers said this lady pissed herself during the free fall. I was like damn! So after i got off i checked my drawers just to make sure. I got a pic of me and my Dad on the ride too and it is hilarious. I Got the remaining 2 senior pics in the mail too and they are awesome ill have to get some on here. But im gonna go... Yall Take It Easy

Once Again Im Here Fallen Deaf to my Own Crys What More can I say Im believing My Own Lies All Have Forgotten We Had the Time of Our Lives

"Confusing, life is... I cant help but feel lost in it all. I think i know where i stand but then something comes along and changes what i feel on certain things. It would be a blessin to just look at what im doin and say "Smile" instead of lookin at it and saying "Smile?" I dont really know if that makes since but it just sounded right... Im out Peace"

Im Waitin on an Angel comin to take me home I dont want to go through life alone Im Just hopin it wont take too long Live life Together When the time comes you'll die on your Own

"School starts soon and Ive taken my Senior Pics and I register for school in like a week or so... I got a parkin place and it is a long walk to the school but a short hope to the Exit and thats tight. At least it will be easy to cheaf a bowl before school... :)" Loose lips aint Shit Oh Shit Class of 06' Grown to own this Now were the Oldest Bow all Hopeless to the baddest class and you know this... Class of 06'

I dont know if i like this girl or not and i dont even know if she likes me. All i know is i see her around and she comes up to me everytime. When some people would just wave, but each time its as if we havent seen each other in a long while...She is younger than me which is a change from and older chick. I dont know, ill see when schools starts, and start think bout that but i dont know bout this, but i do know she would never hurt me or do some CraZ shit, but i dont know if im ready for a strong relationship NeMore...? " I would Give it all away, just to have somewhere to go to. I would give it all away, just to have someone to come home to." -Linkin Park

Never Promise Forever Cause it Just Doesnt Last Forever and Ever Master this Craft Learn to Listen To Love Last Cause Logic Learns Lessons I Cant Help but Be Affected If Im Wrong I stand Corrected I wont Stand To be Subjected To Your constant Rejection But It's over, Now All is Done I spread My Wings and Wait For The Winds To Come...

The words in my Head From the Brain to the Lead Scratch a Scetch Of times I Reflect Long Lost Love I still Respect Even thou it's Tough Treated me so Rough I could Take the easy Route Load a gun and blow my Brains Out Everyone could see what was on my Mind If you would sit and take the Time Give me a chance to Shine And You just might Find Something relaxin so Recline It's mine Now make it a Sign And Take that Time to Rewind Listen to this Mental Melody of Mine

Sick and Twisted Head is Down When it should be Lifted It Rains it Pours Cant seem to be Adored Sun just cant seem to Find Used to be Yours Now its just Mine It will take the Time Sometimes I Wish I could Stop and Rewind And erase U from My Mind The Sad and Even the Happy Times The Smile, Hug and the Kiss Too Painful to Relive Cause its hard to Smile When Ur not here to Smile Back Take me back to those times And repeat it like a Track in my Mind The Rain wont Go Away Maybe Ill Forget U tomorrow but not Today

Learn to Speak and not Hesitate and just State Instead of goin Astray Just give it to Me Straight Even thou were Not Related But I thought We could Relate Wait, Stop, Put on the Brakes I can See it's Not the Same I see things Change I had Some Vows I thought We could Exchange But I have this Kiss to Give You And Ill go back where I Came I just Dont know what Else to Do With nothin left to Say Is this the last time Ill see ur Face Could this be a Mistake Is it Destiny or Fate All the things I took and all that I Gave Will Our Love not last Today I hope its not too far to Save I dont Know what to Blame I just Hope Our Love hasn't Changed

Man my Boy Big Blake Wells is back... Thats my Cousin and thats no lie he really is im not just sayin that as an ebonic slur... haha but yeh... Were back! (mostly except for Nick) 3 Squad Up "These people kept the Gun out of My Hand and My Head away from the Chamber. Hard to believe that they used to be Strangers..."