I dont know whats going on anymore. The girl i love probably hasnt read my diary in a month or two. I dont know if she will ever see this entry. It hurt so much not being with her, I can hardly take it. I dont know whats wrong with me. I dont know why she doesnt like me. If i could i would give her the world if i could. Im nicer to her than anyone else. I just wish she would come back to me. It would make me happier than i have been since she left me. I LOVE HER. She knows who she is. M.A.R If she only knew