Man! today was kinda long. Yes, that shit is still on my mind. They are still on my mind and She is on my mind. I think this weight is a little too heavy for me alone. But. . . Thats not gonna stop me from trying. Im afraid. . But i dont want to be. . . . and i wont be. Ill try my best not to be afraid of what my life has planned for me. Ive said this before but. . None of us are promised a sunrise. . . None of us are promised tomorrow! But. . Im ready.. Ive never been afraid of death . . I await it. . Cause its the end of the struggle. . the end of the fight. Im afaid of life more. But some of us will go before our time.. but its the end of the struggle for them. Tupac once said, "Why do the good die young?" Ill be happy to see 21. . Tupac saw 25. So. . I ask you, why do the good die young?