Hello... I wish i lived in a fantasy land where Princesses are real and Happiness isnt just a word, its a feelin that i have. I can visit that place every now and then. Im with a beautiful Princess and i feel this thing called happiness. But that Princess isnt mine... I cant call her my own. And it breaks me apart each time i realize it. Then I get that feelin... that feelin like a part of me just died, that old familiar feeling. Im tired of knowing that feelin so well... It seems happiness is a feelin only in a far away land that i cant seem to find, but for a few hrs a day with that Princess... Maybe soon she will be mine but... Who Knows...? I wish i did... So i can know if i get a chance to live in that fantasy land and find that sense of belonging... I will have to wait to see if i can be happy, or is it just a fantasy? Who knows...?