Dammit!!! I hate me period!! GRRR!!!! I shall let the reasons remain anonymous... *knows she spelt that wrong* Anyways, I spent all weekend with Alex! ^^ Saturday I went ut to eat with his family at Demo's in Lebonon (sp?) then Sunday we went and seen Land of the Dead in the theatre, then we spent all Monday together at my house. ^^ The details of those three nights will be left to my memory and maybe I'll tell Tiger 'cause she's cool. ^^ I can't wait for Locke's pool party! Too bad its at Koda's house... or maybe its not too bad... *innocent smile* Oh, the things I can get away with over there 'cause adults love me. ^^ I'm going over to help set everything up tomorrow and the pool party is Thusrday. I hope Alex can make it! ^^ I need a new bathing suit. I got blood on my bottoms... AGAIN WITH THE DAMN PERIOD!!!!! *eye twitchy* My new fave song is by Greenday... 'Wake Me Up When September Ends' ---------------------------------------------- To rurounihelp28 --- I have this ex who's been in love with my forever, which I'm totally over. I love my new boyfriend, Alex, now. Well, anyways, my ex, John, has started to come back around since I've moved back in with my mum. ( he lives down the road ) Me and him have been broken up for almost three years now, but he's still in love with me. My mum is convinced that if I keep hanging out with him that I'm gonna start having feelings for him again and dump Alex. She says that if you're around someone enough that they start to grow on you. Well, I've already made it very clear to John that I have no romantic feelings for him and that I don't see myslef ever liking him again. How can I convince my mum that we're only friends, that we're not madly in love. I love Alex and I wouldn't do anything to lose him.