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by seachel
How should I regard past experiences if I don't know how or what to think about them? Why is communication so difficult in the 21st century? Should certain events be considered monumental if they are supressed by over analyzation? Why can't I bring myself to a conclusion?With every emotion available, why can't I bring myself to classify what I feel?
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"How can I go forward when I don't know which way I'm facing? How can I go forward when I don't know which way to turn? How can I go forward into something I'm not sure of? How can I have feeling when I don't know if it's a feeling? How can I feel something if I just don't know how to feel?" I wish I knew what it is that causes me to be like this. But perhaps ignorance is life.
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You cause yourself to feel like this. I know exactly how you feel about overanalyzation (you've called me on it a few times before in my old posts on sitdiary) and I've come to the realization that you should just accept what you know, and find out what you don't. Don't try to kill yourself over knowing anything, because chances are you either don't know enough information to make an accurate guess or maybe- aren't even supposed to know.
With that aside, just live life one day at a time- one emotion at a time. I think I'm being the world's biggest hipocrite when I say that, but I do mean it. Things will unvravel with time, they always do.

Now about that article you posted the link to...

it's beyond weird. You have no idea. Not only do we share the same name, but he had asthma when he was younger. To fix this, he took steroids.

I haven't told a lot of people this,
when I was young, I had asthma. And as a result, I went into cardiac arrest when I was seven. In order for them to keep my lungs open, I had to take steroids... I took them for a few months too.








Coincidence? I don't know Chelsea, but this is definitely really, really, really weird.
I'm pretty freaked out about it actually. Especially considering that my back has been hurting lately.
Yeah.... if I end up in the hospital I'll be sure to laugh.
those are some real nice pictures.. the weather looks good in those dont get that over hear in england lol

takc care

xxjoexx