I'm not exactly sure why my mind is acting so, but I am feeling so incredibly emotionally attatched to a certain number of people, I can't deal with the fact that I will be going a span of a few days without seeing them. Spencer for one-who is leaving for Oahu tomorrow. Our relationship has so far been generally laid back. Neither of us are terribly clingy, and we seem to manage fine without seeing each other excessively. However within the past couple of days my mindset has completely shifted; he is still within the boundaries of Ventura yet I unspeakably miss him already. As I listen to the Decemberists, I can only think of the last actual time we spent together, and I want it to happen all over again. I cannot wait for our holidays to end so we can finally spend more than a few minutes together. Stephannie-a supposed given-has only been gone for one day, and yet I have this empty air about me; something of great impact is missing. It's the general consensus about school, stephannie is gone, and everything is askew. All I want to to is crawl into Spencer, but alas, a week lies ahead of the moment I'll be happy in that respect.