Its happening again. I thought it was over but I forgot...it never ends. She says the most hateful things. She went off on my little brother calling him horrible things. That was the last straw for my dad. He wants to leave and take us with him. I wouldnt mind that at all. I just wanna be a family again. I hate pretending like I'm happy, like we are happy but it works. I hate her, I hate her so much. She is pure evil. She doesnt care about anybody or anything. She tourments me. I may not have bruises, but I have the scars. I wish she would fucking die. I could finally sleep. Her and my dad are going to get a divorce and I dont think I am going to fight it this time. She hates me and my brother. She only really cares about my sister and I could give a flying fuck cuz I hate her too. My dad doesnt deserve this. Nobody does. I wish they hadnt have gotten married. Than my dad would be living happy with a different family and I would have never been born. I can't take this anymore. I need out. I need to be freed from this hell hole. Oh know shes home... I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were sitting beside me Your were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were sitting beside me Your were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you Want me to You thought you were sitting beside me Your were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you