Fuck Up

by shattered
Listening to: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Feeling: nutty
Tomorrow shall be fun at Jennas house. Today was incredibly boring. I cant wait to get my license. Than I can just leave. Get the hell out of here. It will be great. I had a lot of homework today. I dont know what to say. I feel so empty yet so full at the same time, if that makes any sense at all. I like writing in here about meaningful things, things that I am actually thinking in my head, but I'm not that open. I dont want there to be like a million private entries either. I feel like I make a lot of my friends sad by some of the things I write about. I'm sorry. I don't intentionally want to hurt any of you. I guess I just really have to stop worrying about what other people think and about there problems, and just worry about myself...how ever selfish that sounds, but its true. So true. I have a way of fucking up a lot of things. I'm sorry. I am so sorry...
Read 16 comments
hey whats up?
[Anonymous]
dont apologize sarah, you've done nothing wrong. take care of yourself, a sad sarahs a bad sarah.
its goin good i was chillin at my pad. playin some guitar, and being bored off my ass. but im good.
[Anonymous]
yes i am.
sound like fun, ya i like the acoustic guitar it has a soothing mellodic sound to it. sometimes i get bored of the electric guitar. i dont know why, eventually for somereason after a while of listening to music for hours in a row, or playing the electric guitar for hours in a row, gets anoying. but i love guitar the same.
[Anonymous]
hehe, yeah its gonna be great.
ya its awsome during christmas break my band is going to hold some backyard bash, my band will play, devins band will play, and of coarse, the alltime crazy jennette will be there to. ittl be grand. well seeya
[Anonymous]
yeah me tooooooo
stupid essays..they always wait to the last minute to remind me i have to do them.
*sigh* i just got off the phone with olivia. what are you doing sarah?
cool thanks for the complement, your pretty awsome yourself and you pretty good at guitar. remember you tried to teach me that bon jovi song. haha for some reason i couldnt learn it that night. oh well maybe you can try to teachme that song again some time.

scincerely: jon nichols
[Anonymous]
i might go i heard sbout that some how, i think at school or something. but i might have band practice, too. ill try to make it.
[Anonymous]
night sarah, hasta manana
hey sara,
im glad i realized whho u were, when u told me at school today, lol. well, r u gonna go to the play? u should, its really good!! i loved it sooo much, thats why i am gonna try out for the spring play, well, if u wanna talk to me online, my sn is beachboy93003 just like my diarie name, and how did u find my diarie? jw. well i g2g!! c ya... Dylan
[Anonymous]
#1)i was at my dads house
#2)fuck that party nuthin to do. you and a few others would keep me sane at a party like that
#3)what good is a party without drinks(;
#4)i dont think jenna wants me around at her party
cheers, nick
[Anonymous]
just kidding on the drinks part i dont need to be drunk to have a good time but still #1,#2,#4
love nick
[Anonymous]