Thats not how I feel at all. Thats what you think, I know it is. I can tell by your face. But it's completely diffenent. You don't even know. Than again you never asked. I wish everything could go back to how it was. What happened to us? We told eachother everything. Now were lucky if more than 2 words are said. You don't have clue either, that everythings not ok. So if you were ever to read this you would think I was crazy and making it into something its not, but maybe I've been doing that all along, pretending its ok when it hasn't been. But I can't anymore. I'm tired.