I'm really tired and I slept horribly last night. I'm glad we talked it out. I love you! All I do is eat. All the time. I wish I could let loose and have fun. That would make things a whole lot easier. Everyone has changed, including myself, and I'm trying to figure out if its for the best? It makes me laugh to think how obsessed I used to be with this thing. I wish alot. I'm sorry I bring some of you down with my negative-ness. I'm sorry I always appologize. You inspired me to come back and write my feelings. It makes me feel better.