Hello Kitty

by shattered
Feeling: quirky
Wow I was actually happy today. How quickly that changed. I guess I am feeling better about myself, but I am still so selfconscious. I have so many insecurities..its crazy. I know everyones like OMG your not fat. But I seriously think I am. I feel fat and I am fat. It hurts to eat now because I hardly eat anything anymore. Hopefully that will do me some good. I was excited about backwards, but nothing looks right on me so blah. I'm still not feeling Christmas. I thought I was the other day, but that was only for a mere second. Well sorry...I know no one wants to hear me complain. I will refrain.
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[Anonymous]
sarah...hahaha i dont think mrs.volic believed us at all.thats why i didnt tell her the truth cuz i dont think she really would have believed us then if we had the same excuse.love you!!!
[Anonymous]
Sarah Baby!! Whats up!?I love you SoOoOo MUCH!We need to go on some more walks so we can walk and get fit!!Whens the track try outs?!!?
dont become anorexic(i dont know how to spell) your not fat
love nick
p.s christmas took me by surprise this year too but i'm starting to feel it i helped put up 3 x-mas trees this week
[Anonymous]
im not gonna give you sympathy, cuz sometimes too much of it is bad, but everyone has their own insecurity. yours might be that you feel fat. mine is that im blonde and too white. it may sound crazy, but i hate standing next to bruniettes. the only thing i can say is that you shouldnt stop eating, just change your diet around, and exercise. exercising keeps the body in shape, it helps ppl emotionally, and it produces great energy. i hope things
i hope things get better for you. dont be sad cuz your not in the christmas spirit. im not either, just think : No School. well luv ya, hopefully i can see you before i leave for sacramento and mt shasta on the 23rd. take care, jenna