as a present to myself.. i'm getting a new Sitdiary! whooo love you all geekXco ok bye

oh man! i went to bangor ALLLLLL day and it was fun! i got a buttload.. ok not really but here it goes 2 Manga books.. [fruits basket] an MCR poster!!!! family fued game. its fun lol something for sam, megg and cate i'm so SICK of this layout ugghhh i'm changing it bye

wahoo! so dads taking adam and i shopping today! woop. we gotta get something for mom.. shh though! dont tell her lol and i gotta get something for megg, cate and sam. i dont really care if cate and megg know what i'm getting them because you know what!? i just dont. xmas is like 3 days away so it matters... why? lol but i'm going for the Dooneys.. the barrel bag for me.. and two smaller hand held ones for cate and megg!! yea.. i know i MUST be an awesome friend if i buy DOONEY AND BOURKE for them lol.. but i'm in the xmasy spirit! but if i dont get those.. because i would only get those if dad baught my bag so idk. complain= get it! but i better not complain cause dad let me have my party! wooh! and we godda buy crap for that too.. well idk. hpfully he'll just buy my bag.. i can always get megg and cate something else.. like i'm getting megg a weathervane gift card k godda go bye

just incase you didnt get it from the last entry.. I CAN HAVE MY NEW YEARS PARTY!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhh k bye

omgomgomgomg i am just full of happiness right now!!!!!!!! AHHH! ok.. so happy #1 mrs. kenny had this necklace on today that when you pulled down a snowflake popped out! it was so cute! and she pulled it and she goes 'SNOWFLAKE! HAAAA!' megg, will + i performed green sleeves today and did AWESOME!!!!!!!!! ahhh PHSYC! i fouled out in my game woooh! lol.. but my arms are soooo sore right now ughh.. i wasnt aloud to go to meggs tonight cuz i mouthed off the other night.. ahhhhhhhhhh but the BIGGEST thing right now!!! i'm aloud to have my flipping New Years Party!!! AHHHHH!!! WOOH! from 7-midnight on new years eve.. WOOOHH!!!!!! i'm soooo happy! ok ookokok geekXco (7:44:29 PM): ai can thave mayf ;new yearsd partyyyyY!!!!!!!!!! 7-12~!!!!!!!adlkfhjdsaf geekXco (7:44:42 PM): wfaseven oclock to midntight!!!q lol oik abye !@

well i didnt get any sleep again last night :[ I G2G! err.. JOHNNY DAMON IS ON THE YANKEES... ASSHOLE! UGH BYE! -tank

i need a new sitd. i just need to get out of this queer shoeboxness! ughhh its soooo old! well its bedtime peace OUT! -later

ughh.. so yea i didnt feel good again today.. i'm going to call sam i miss him :[ oohh check out my myspace! gorgous k i'm out

oh my flucking god!!!! i'm sooooooo excited! like soooo excited! i seriously think i'm aloud to have my NYP! [new years party for you old foggies yea so here goes the convo. me: so mom i really wanted to know about this new years party.. seriously.. mom: how many people exactly were you thinking about? me: *counts in head* 6.. or 7.. mom: actually who were you thinking about? me: oh uhm, sam, megg, cate, tyler, timmy, bobby. mom: oh i see.. and what do you expect to do? me:*half listening to mom half to dad and adams conversation about who bobby is lol* watch movies.. then watch the ball drop.. mom: *pause* oh.. so i assume you plan on having this like a full midnight event? me: yeahh..... and i was hopeing you would be extra fancy and cool and provide rides home! mom: thats 6 kids! me: *cutting her off* no no no.. the girls would stay.. and possibly Albert and Nenie and them could chill with you so they can just leave once they leave?! mom: well.. still me: well i just REALLY want to see sam and stuff on new years that was the end of the convo for a while.. then just a min ago i decided i wanted an answer god damnit! so i went downstairs and talked again. me: so do you think its gonna be possible? mom: i dont know.. i'll talk to dad tonight about it.. promise. soo wooohhhooo!!!!!!! dads gonna be like 'oh idc' so yea! i'm out.. -tank

♥breaker. i dont know why but i'm all really sad for some flucking reason and i dont enjoy it. err.. i'm just sad! i really miss sam right now.. i want to talk to him. and it makes me mad when somebody's over there.. or even when he's alone and he calls, says somthing retarted then hangs up. it really makes me angry. BUT i'm nice and i forget about it.. idk. i'm just stressed.. i godda like let it out and just CRY. today in science i was making myself cry [Just to show them that i could make myself cry] and it felt like i was just crying out of relief cuz i just felt like crying. i just DONT feel good and i just want to talk to sam.... errr. there was one extremely funny thing today. megg [in l.a] looks at me and goes 'SARAH WHY ARE YOU SO.... FAT?!' and i look at her and started talking with my hands and i go 'cause i'm unhappy.' and she lost it.. so i'm like 'i eat because i'm unhappy.. and i'm unhappy because i eat.' it was funny i fucking love sam! SOOOOOOO much! i'm just SAD... i want him to read this just because i cant fucking stop thinking about him right now.. i always do think of him but i just cant get him off my mind right now.. well i'll go now.. this is all to upsetting. k bye -your beautiful [edit]---- Ok.. i'm calling him..

ughh i feel 0% good right now.. I'm about to give up on the computer and go lay down. I really want to talk to sam i dont even feel like eating anything.. i dont feel like sleeping, i dont feel like doing anything.. but laying in my bed and talking to sam.. just sam. today was pretty much the worst day of my life.. hpfully i'll feel better tomorrow.. we're going on a bowling trip for the honor roll.. i'm so excited because i get to hang out with everybody and just be FREE from school and all that work crap. ugh! so megg and i kinda wanna hang out with erik. so i told him once the lake is like safe and all that fun stuff he has to stop by this winter.. i dont care if he comes just friggin.. i dont want DAN at my fucking house! errr i dont like him. but idk how eriks gonna get here if its DANS snowmobile.. err idk so i'm really excited cuz lorenzo is coming home.. :] wooeee!!! i'm SOOOOOOOO excited! I just REALLY miss him and i just love him to death and i wanna see him bad! wooh lol.. i havent seen him since last summer i think. yea now i think its 2 summers ago but godd i miss him! k bye

i'm going to school bitches.. so go away! lol i decided on the 95.00 Barrell bag! so have a good one!

that for 95.00 or for 45.00 idk.. but i just absolutoley LOVE my DV! oh god i'm in heaven! -tank-

eeek! i heart my fffricken Dooney Vuitton! Eek! i just heart it! i just do! lol i'm so happy PLUS Mikk [My awesome cousin lol] told me that with my 100.00 i could still go up to Filenes to buy a new Dooney, since LV is too much for just 100.00 bucks.. and then with the rest of my money for x-mas he told me to get more! lol i was like.. Mikk.. i love you lol he's brilliant OMG! LORENZO is coming home on X-mas eve and leaving new years day. i havent talked to him in AGES and i miss him like crazy. god i love him lol yea well i'm gonna go drool over my DL! :] WOOOH! i love it lol bye -tank-

so here is my beautiful -Dooney Vuitton Colaboration Limited Edition Christmas 2005- Ahh.. its so sexy. It's kinda weird because it's not on the internet anywere.. On ANY website. Idk my cousin hooked me up with $600.00 I think its kinda weird they just picked random letters but i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited! ahhh oh.. better picture. WITH CONTENTS! GOD i'm so happy! k bye OH SORRY! and my SWEET dinero! :] and i'm OUT! -sarah-

fucking family christmas. disfunctional.

so last night, timmy, kimmy, Nenie and keith came over.. it was fun lol.. i had the DUMBEST moment though.. but it kinda wasnt dumb but still .. it was stupid. i decided we could dowload a movie on Limewire.. lol so i dowloaded Harry Potter and The Goblet Of Fire.. it took 2 hrs. to dowload. and so we clicked to watch it and it was the FRIGGIN' BOOK ON CASETTE i was like 'WTF!?' it was so funny.. oh and timmy and i decided what we would say if somebody caught us dowloading.. lol cuz timmy was talking about how they catch like 1 in 32,000,000,000 or something and he's like 'my luck i'll dowload half a song and people will come knock on my door' it was funny. so i was like.. that when you say 'OH! i was downloading? i didnt know that. i didnt know what Limewire was!? Kimp did it.' lol it was funny so then we watched funny movies on ebaums world. and some other site.. our fave was the people on the slides.. it wil make you giggle. Slip N' Slide its SO funny lol ok so they all went at like 1 in the morning.. and yea... i'm really cold so i'm gonna go lol -tank

so hi! we're getting a x-mas tree today! yea adam thinks he's being cool.. lol its one of those 'i love making you think your pissing me off but i'm pissing you off more' things lmao. i really dont give one. and now he's trying to 'drown' me out by turning up the tv when i'm not even talking lmao. yea i'm wonderfull.. moms gone to get the tree.. i guess i'm excited? lol :] ok bye -tank

OH EM EF GEE! This TOTALLY looks like Kyle..Kyle M. just his posture omg OMG! lol doesnt it!? yea.. it does.. i know its Rupert Grint from Harry Potter but still! THAT DESERVES A TINY TWIST! edit~~> [i love these quotes] Cinderella is proof that a pair of shoes can change your life. I predict that our love will last because we made it through a hell of a past.. girls have unique powers they get wet without water, bleed without an injury and make boneless things get hard [haha sorry but it made me laugh] "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy, the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named 'Bush', 'Dick', and 'Colon'."--Chris Rock. youu remember that game telephone when one person would say something and by the end of the game it was totally different? WELCOME TO MiDDLESCHOOL I know i'll never be the girl with the perfect hair, or be able to wear white without spilling anything on it, but it's okay.. -- Sex and The City ..S0METiMESz BEST FRiEDSz make the CUTEST COUPLE[it would be nice but no way in HELL am i going back to bed!] Don't be scared if a big fat man comes to your room and puts you in his bag on Christmas eve, I told Santa I wanted you for Christmas. -tank I LOVE EM ALL! edit~~> THE TRUTH ABOUT GIRLS - midol is crack , end of story. - we love ben & jerry's more than you. - we will never be too old for sleepovers. - we aren't ashamed to cry. - we must go to the bathroom in groups. - we have these things called feelings ; don't hurt them. - there's no point in having an ex if you can't be a bitch to him. - chicks over dicks. no questions asked. - we won't wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort. - sometimes is just never quite enough. - we need "girls night out"s ; OFTEN - we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to hurt us. - it doesn't matter who dumped who or why. whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us .. not because we're not over you but, because we know we used to be that girl. - makeup can hide so many things. like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart. - no guy wants to marry a whore. well, no girl wants to marry a manwhore either. - never ever ask a girl what she weighs ; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. just don't do it. - our eyes are located in our heads. not our chests or butt. when you're not looking in our eyes, WE KNOW! omg.. adams watching who's line.. cracking up laughing every 10 seconds.. lol -tank edit~~> was February 13th, the first time I had ever seen him. And as we sat at the table, surrounded by talking parents and laughing siblings, I would laugh. I would comment. I'd make a joke or two.But all I could notice, all I could think about was how absolutely mesmerising those blue eyes were. And when he raised them to look at me, and kept the gaze directed at him, I saw. I saw everything that I'd ever wanted, everything I'd ever needed. I saw all I wanted for the rest of my life. I saw...love. SAM LOOK AT THE DATE DUDE! lol.. :] i love you

here are some pictures of THA BEAUTIFULL! lol oh yea.. your jealous lol check it!! k bye -tank [edit] Find the first letter in your first name...... A-Beautiful B-Ugly C-Pretty D-Jewish E-Gorgeous F-Hot G-Boyish H-Preppy I-Girly J-Gothic K-Punky L-Popular M-Slutty N-Nerdy O-Retarded P-Gay Q-Crusty R-Lesbian S-Sexy T-Emo U-Christian V-Wonderful W-Geeky X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the second letter in your last name...... A-Slut B-Bitch C-Boy D-Obsesser E-Sex machine F-Retard G-Girl H-Jew I-Geek J-Goth K-Nerd L-Motherfucker M-Whore N-Crackwhore O-Beauty Queen P-Punk Q-Queen R-Alcoholic S-Princess T-Fucker U-Asshole V-Jackass W-Babe X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now...What's Your Fav. Color...... Red- Who Likes It In The Butt Blue- Who Will Do Anything For Crack Orange- Whos Good With My Hands Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who Masturbates At Work Pink- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Purple- Who Will Rock Your World Black- Who Likes Bondage White- Who Will Do Anything For Sex I'm A Sexy Asshole who likes it in the butt! tell me what you are! -tank