ughh i feel 0% good right now.. I'm about to give up on the computer and go lay down. I really want to talk to sam i dont even feel like eating anything.. i dont feel like sleeping, i dont feel like doing anything.. but laying in my bed and talking to sam.. just sam. today was pretty much the worst day of my life.. hpfully i'll feel better tomorrow.. we're going on a bowling trip for the honor roll.. i'm so excited because i get to hang out with everybody and just be FREE from school and all that work crap. ugh! so megg and i kinda wanna hang out with erik. so i told him once the lake is like safe and all that fun stuff he has to stop by this winter.. i dont care if he comes just friggin.. i dont want DAN at my fucking house! errr i dont like him. but idk how eriks gonna get here if its DANS snowmobile.. err idk so i'm really excited cuz lorenzo is coming home.. :] wooeee!!! i'm SOOOOOOOO excited! I just REALLY miss him and i just love him to death and i wanna see him bad! wooh lol.. i havent seen him since last summer i think. yea now i think its 2 summers ago but godd i miss him! k bye