umm yeah i love how you want nothing to do with me..yet everytime you see me, you stare at me. take a fuckin picture...itll last longer douche bag. if you changed your mind and you do wanna be friends...or even more then friends, get some balls and call me because its gay that you stare at me all the time. and if youre not calling b/c of that last phone call, then i dont want you calling. because if you think i ment half the things i said, then you obviously dont know me as well as i thought you did and then i really dont want you calling if thats the case. i was reading through some old journal entries today..and i wrote in a few of them how i wanted a boyfriend that i could talk to about anything..a boyfriend i could tell anything too and not push him away. i had that with you. we could talk for hours without there being a moment of silence. and i told you EVERYTHING..and you opened up to me quite a bit too..but whatever. i just hope youre happy.