I'm writing to you Not to tell you, that I still hate you Just to ask you how you feel And how we fell apart ;how this fell apart Are you happy out there in this great wide world? Do you miss your little girl? When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if I'm all right? It's been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there all the nights that i cried? It's not OK but I'm alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But those were just a long lost memory of mine I spent so long learning how to survive Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive The days I spent so cold, so hungry, were full of hate I was so angry, the scars run deep inside There's things I'll take to my grave, but I'm OK, I'm OK It's been a long hard road without you by my side Why weren't you there all the nights that I cried? It's not OK but I'm alright I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes But those were just a long lost memory of mine I spent so long learning how to survive Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit That I miss you, said I miss you