havent talked to you in a month..its been a month since i yelled at you. i really miss you. i miss you so much sometimes it truns to anger. today i wrote "mike f is a penis fucker" on the toilet dispreser in the girls bathroom. it was funny at the time..but now i feel bad because i know someones gonna see it and someones gonna say something to you and i know youre gonna be hurt even if you dont show it because thats the type of person you are and im so sorry. i just keep fuckin everything up. im sorry.