-I realized that I shouldn't dwell in my own self pitty. Yes this year didn't start out the greatest but I am not going to help any one by just sitting around and complaining. If I am gonna make this year better I am going to have to get up and make it better. I hate it when my friends are not in a good mood or feel bad because of me not being in a good mood. Well anyways I just know that if I am going to make this year better I am going to get out of whatever rut I got into and make it better not just for myself but for my friends. stubbs