-I am better now after writing that previous entry because I was really frustrated but I relized that what counts is not her opinion but the people I care about. Cathy my awesome supervisor was right the only people that matter are the ones I care about and my boss because if I were doing something wrong they would take me a side a tell me that there was a problem it just made me mad because you have another person saying things and if that gets out of hand then you never know what could go around. I just don't know what to think. It is just the way she is but I have decided just to stay out of her way and not to socialize unless necessary. So I am not going to her wedding and I am not going to her bridal shower or her bachlorette party I mean all my friends are going so I don't know but why put myself near her if all she is going to do is put me down. I don't know have to think about it. Well I am better and I am tired and I have a lot to do tomorrow. stu