-So I think the day is set for Friday when my friend and I can finally move into the apartment. These last like 6 days have been the craziest days ever or so it seems. I am ready for school to be done but atleast there is only like 3 weeks of regular school and then finals. But I have summer school and a mini-mester but that won't be bad. The lease on the apartment doesn't get done with until I believe the end of november if I remember correctly. Seven and a half months is a lot of time. But it really doesn't seem that way because I have a lot to consider and my friend janet what we wanna do after that. So much to decide it is almost overwhelming in a sense b/c to move out permanently or go back home. If I go back home I can save money but at the same time probably not recieve any finacial assistance with college because well maybe but my parents do pretty good if my dad can get a job soon then it will all be ok. But, anyways I want to move out permanitly but ya. I guess we will just have to figure that out when the time comes but ya I just am retarded and need to stop worrying because that is not a concern at this point in time. sorry if this is just jumbled a lot of thoughts, lol. but it is exciting for now that I am actually going to be responsible for me and myself but scary at the same time, lol. stu