No one i know knows about it! well, maybe one, but she doesnt use this any more..any ways, so, at 24, turning 25 on the 19th of this month, life throws curve-balls at me, i do bad things, or well, did bad things and regret it later on because that is how it works. have i learned anything? yes, but will i change, no..lol... well this girl that i know, we actually started talking online say ten years ago, and have been great friends, she lives far away bit visits here and we hangout and what not, she is married now, i have a gf, blah blah blah...so she has been down for this past week, we hang out, i meet her husband, her gay brother and his lover, great people! but her and i always have this attraction towards each other! and her husband is so oblivious! so when walking out to my car when i am leaving, we are at a point where no one can see us, and we kiss, best kiss ever i have ever had! and she says i know this doesnt change anything but i wish it was you, and walks away..what the fuck!!!!