I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE!!! UUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHH my grandma is a fucking bitch, and I found out my fucking dad is home...I hate him!!! ALSO that Richard has paid for us to have a car...a nice ONE!!!! UUUGGGGHHHH!!!! I HATE THEM!!! I am a very lonely person right now...life is just not fucking worht it anymore...I've tried and tried and tried...nothing works out, why even try? UUUGGGHHHH!!! Does anyone know how to FUCKING LISTEN?? Quite comparing me...I'm sick of comparing, I"M NOT YOU!!!!!! FUCKING LISTEN TO THE LITTLE GIRL STUCK INSIDE OF ME!!!! GOD ARE YOU HERE FOR ME??? I don't think you are...I need you..I really do..I need you!!!!!