Long time since I've written in this diary. Woah! Lots of stuff to talk about. Like John for example, my ex-boyfriend. He is a character. I can't seem to figure him out. Its like all he cares about is that bad three letter word. Well its not that them that leaves him with no reason to call me, funny huh? That's what I say. I think its really lame when a girl call you only to talk about sex and if its not about that its small talk even after you went out for 5 months. Well that's how it is with him and I. I don't call him anymore, and I certainly talk about sex with him anymore. I put an end to that. Funny enough, he just plain weird. He has like three friends and that's it. He's 20 years old and pretty much a loser. He's either playing X-box or hanging out with his loser friend Dave. PLEASE IF YOU READ THIS: REMEMBER WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT: JOHN BALLARD. Young girls watch out he is a controlling freak and he is 20, goes for young girls. Woah, pretty weird if you ask me. I don't know. But woah he cheated on me with a 16 year old girl too, woah that's cool. To bad I'm way to good for him. What's the straight up truth. Too smart, too cute, everything. I hope I go somewhere in my life and find out he ended up no where, because he never tries when he does stuff. It's lame. I seriously don't like this kid and yet I feel bad for anyone who still talks to this creep. Well that's all I gotta say. LATER!!