I believe...I can...I believe I will....I believe I'll go....all my dreams are real...that is why I do believe...I'm sooo nervous..gonna go talk to Janee about the things that happened at practice...I'm sooo scared. Oh NO! I want to but I know that she is soooooo mad at me...that is not good. I hope she understands that it did hurt me as much as it did. Please God help her and give her peace...please oh please