Yep, Jill makes me wonder. She's been acting strange lately...I don't know if she even knows...or notices or is doing what I think she is. I think she's trying to slowly push me completely away from her...which doesn't surprise me any...and it surprised me she didn't cuss me out on my comment and end our friendship like last time...which I figured this entry would...hey...I talk about anything on here that's bothering me or whatever so I figured I'd put Jilly on here. I dunno...she just won't act like she normally does around me...doesn't wanna see me at all through this break...which if we were as "close" as we used to be then we would've a million times by now...doesn't wanna hang around me...or talk to me...she has talked to me online and on the phone once...I'll give her that much...but she still acts a little weirdly. Maybe it's just me...it could be just all in my head...maybe she's having problems and just doesn't want me to know about it...but I thought we were "good" friends...and I think good friends talk to each other about stuff...she always has before...so oh well...I figured she'd do this entry like she did my comment and ignore it...she can't cuss me out you know...if she talks to me then that means she's ready to! I'm shocked she didn't delete that comment like she did the other. I figured she's just pissy and all b/c of Michael and doesn't like me at all anymore b/c of him...we're just so terrible you know. On to better things, shall we? I'm seeing Michael tommorow actually...go me ^^. Hm...I'll see about getting a job Monday...at least apply...I hope I won't get crappy days or hours...or I'd have to quit...and from how some people talk then if I quit they'd hire me again if I had a good reason why I did...but I don't think school is a good reason...but sports are...if I had my "own" sport then I'd play but I don't really have one...I like soccer but I don't really play...the closest sport I got to was tennis...that I played in middle school...and I quit doing that...b/c I got tired of not being on the official team...I was an alternate...and then after that I just went to try-outs but I skipped too many days and then the year after that I just didn't try-out. I played soccer before but not for school...it was like an after school thing and that was in middle school also...and they had girls and boys...so I got put down and knocked around a lot...whoo! Oh well...I think that's enough for tonight don't you? Bet if you've read this far you're tired of it...well...I'll be going. Byes! Blair